stopstoning.wordpress.com and no, it has nothing to do with the act of throwing stones at people till they are dead. Its my new blog. suckers.

gonna start another blog soooooon, keeping this blog here  for memories sake unlike iloveshiwei, which i deleted it.

THE WAIT IS ALMOST OVER.

oh wow, justin. fuuuuccccck yooooouuuuu!!!

I am ending everything tonight! Looking back at my old posts, for this past 1 year, almost every posts was about her, FOOLISH I would say. It feels nice to get over it. But getting over it doesn’t means starting over. I am stuck in-between of these 2. Sort of moved on and not move on. 8 more months to the big day. I am not prepared for what comes after it at all. What should I do, where should I go, how should I live my life after. Questions. Sometimes there are more pressing matters in life other than love.

Here is the list of what I think is more important in life than love.

1. What am I going to eat for my next meal.

2. What underwear I am going to wear.

3. What should I put as my facebook “whats on my mind”

4. Will I make it home in time for WoW raids.

5. What time should I wake up tomorrow

6. When will I have 4  DIGITS numbers in my 4 DI.GITS(GET IT? DECIMALS?) bank account’

SO MY POINT IS, SO MANY THINGS TO WORRY, WHY WORRY ABOUT LOVE. LOVE IS LIKE THE LOWEST PRIORITY IN LIFE. Its kay to not have it.

There is just nothing to talk about these days. Everything seems so dull and grey. Once in awhile, I got strucked by some ideas what to write in here, but when I got home, I would be just to lazy to type anything. Sometimes when I heard similar names of hers, my heart did jerk abit here and there but I guessed I am over it for real.

Jonathan is bad. He agreed to my stupid ideas and played along with me, what a role model sgt.

Sry for lack of updates, nothing to say. Life ain’t good but still goes on. Leaving this blog empty awhile I guess.

Sleep deprived. World of Warcraft requires too much attention, my eyes are blurred, my fingers are tired, my back is aching and my legs are numb. I thought I could sleep anywhere, other than on my computer chair while playing World of Warcraft. I was wrong. Just that day, after guard duty, I came back, being a smart alec, thought I could withstand from not sleeping till night time. Big mistake, playing half-way through with my friends, I just knocked out. When I woke up, my forehead was flat on the tables, arms by the side. I slept on the table for more than an hour. Freaking amazing. On train, I could be unconsious from kembangan onwards, and woke up with a shock at clementi, happened for the pass 3 days. I could fall asleep at paya lebar, after my friends left the train, and woke up at simei. I need proper rest. Don’t tell me to stop playing games, its impossible. I would just stone in front of the computer screen the whole night, its like an addiction and a happy pill, that kept me from thinking too much. I need to sleep before I knocked myself out infront of the computer again.

Eve was not taken out of adam’s head to be top by him,
neither out of his feet to be trampled by him,
But out to his side to be equal with him.
Under his arms to be protected by him
And near his heart to be loved by him.

Futurealistc chio bu

Chiobu